Gladers.

Every time when I see this word: best friend. There are some names that came to my mind, it’s like my heart knows even without thinking hard. Yeah, love is never thinking. It just flew like the hot air balloon.

I never thought that I would meet them, like when I was seventeen, I don’t know them at all. But growing up with them as a teenager, as we are now, are we an adult, yet? I guess we are. But we never grow up like that. This fact amazes me even more when I’m thinking about life. My blessed life, my amazing fate, my wonderful girls.

Do you ever feel like you are in the worst phase of your life and you feel like everything is not going to be okay, everything brought you down to your knee, and nobody cares? I did. I once ever feel that way. But God never leave me, He has the best magical way to cheer me up, to show me that I deserve something better and I have those people who always stay by my side and love me. This is the most important thing, you know, because you don’t always need money to make you happy, or gold to help you brighter. Trust me about this.

Someday, when that kinda feeling finally hits you, just scroll down your pics on your phone’s gallery, see that you had your best day with the best people in your life. That was God’s greatest gift for you.

I have mine. I’d say we are unlike the cool kids or upper-class squad. We are more like SpongeBob and Patrick, Nobita and Doraemon, Naruto and Ramyun, Grandpa and his old glasses, park and comfort bench, sunset and bird’s lullaby, night and prayer.

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Ollgdhoni.

Donyaw, dondon, dhonee, the cure, the light, the best moment. The “Selena” girl I admire for 24/7. She always brings the good atmosphere for us, it’s like she has some superpower to control your mood become happy forever. She laughs at my joke and make it even funnier. We laugh at our “sad story” and end up crying cause we’re tired from laughing too much. I never thought that she can lift the gloominess of mine before, but when I saw her, I knew that this girl is special. The brave girl, the little swan, the best kind of sweet cake. Nope, you can’t take her cause she loves us as well as we love her.

Lisacullaby.

Jungek, ijung, isyanah. For the freaking I-don’t-know-for-how-much-year since the first I met her, she never changes. I swear! She is the most multi-talented girl, I mean she can be whatever she wants. The 4D cupcakes that looks so small but she is actually bigger than a mountain. People used to call us “twin” but yeah, I have to admit that she is prettier than me (Wait. It doesn’t make sense if you are just as single as I am. Lol.) I never told her that I’m thankful for being her sister. Cause I know that she already knew how much she meant for me.

Indriandian.

Nini’s kai. my shelter, my shoulder, best kind of hope. She is always there for me for the good and bad things we’ve been through. Years to years full of laughter, tears, and best stories I never regret. The one who understands me more than my own eyes. She always been the first one to open up about her stories, I like the way she started to “story-telling” us with her astonishing stories. I wonder why I don’t have such good story? JK. She will make fun of everything that I laugh at, making it way funnier. She is just like my older sister from another Mama. “Why the hell we aren’t childhood friend?” been always my biggest wonder. But yeah, since we’re just like an adult child, so it doesn’t’ matter anymore.

Terdevan.

The pain killer, the brave girl, the toughest morning rain, the sound of John Mayer’s acoustic guitar, my half. I don’t know how many times that I spent my life for talking shits and make fun of her. (That’s my style for showing my love ok. Ewh.) But the words have been said, the song has been sung, the phone has broken twice, the bike is dead. It’s like everything that I saw about myself is related to her. I never give my best to show her that I always care for her yet I just blink my eyes like I don’t care at all. Man, you must be a crank for living with my kind of reaction. I don’t care if I’m bleeding, but I will always be there if she calls my name.

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The greatest thing among this is, God is surely love me. I have people who loves me for the truly am, and this is the best medicine, more than anything I could ask for. If one day we have to say goodbye, just please, remember that you guys mean world to me. More than world, actually. I don’t know how much I want you guys to always stay like this, but, these days… everything seems pretty hard. Real life hits us like right now. And I miss you all for three times every second.

Every time you look at the sky, just remember I will be there. The best cloudy clouds.

Be happy, be my cranky fighters, okay?